Last night was...interesting. Instead of dwelling too much on intrusive thoughts, I instead got pissed off about realizing how much time I had wasted on overthinking and intrusive thoughts over the past half year or so. I also started feeling stupid again over WHAT was the main theme of those thoughts. 🙄 Feeling stupid is one of my least favorite feelings.
Feeling better this morning. Woke up super early because I went to bed way too early. I was bored and a little blah thinking about all that time I had wasted last night, like I said. I did read a little in bed to distract myself. Anyway, needless to say, I took my first pill like 3 hours earlier than I have been. 😬 Hopefully it works out. Keeping myself happy listening to Queen while working out. Why did I never think of them before for upbeat music?! Duh!
I don't know if I'm also having one of my manic days, it's the pills, it's Halloween (my favorite holiday), or a combination thereof, but I am wired today. I really wanted to do some running at the gym, but didn't want to wear myself out before trick-or-treating later, especially since I woke up early too. Like, I made myself do less time on the bike too.
Because I took my pill so early, I started getting the intrusive thoughts at bed time since the second one was wearing off. This is probably going to sound crazy, but I've just been treating them like children that don't know better...because they basically are. Tell the thoughts to stop, redirect them elsewhere. You get the idea.
Oh! I've been forgetting a total random side effect I discovered the hard way: This particular medicine makes you pee more. The first day I was pissing like a race horse, wondering, "What the hunk? Is this medicine a diuretic too?" Evidently!
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