I feel fucking fantastic today. I don't feel drugged up like I did yesterday. I'm sure catching up on sleep helped too. I don't feel quite as apathetic as I did yesterday. I still don't care much about certain things that I was hoping to not care about. But I actually got motivated to take our pumpkin guts out to the chickens and clean and fill their feeder and indoor waterer. I've been meaning to do the latter for a week. 😬 (Don't worry. They still had water out in their yard and John had been tossing them feed in the mornings before work. Not like they were starving to death. We've actually been getting a shitload of eggs!) I even filled their nesting boxes up with more hay!
My thoughts have been a little more intrusive today and a smidge more dwell-y, but nothing too crazy. I keep telling myself those things don't matter and I don't care and that seems to do the trick.
I also got the kids started on school early (for us), so we actually *gasp* got done the same time public school kids do! I've majorly been on the struggle bus lately with getting school started at a decent time...or doing it at all some days, to be honest.
I just feel happier and more upbeat in general today. :) Less worried, less stressed out about things in general.
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