This week has been...stressful. We've been busy, my phone took a dump, my pills weren't helping much for most of the week...Fun times. Besides my music, what I miss most on my phone is the notepad. I write everything down there because it's convenient: grocery lists, stories, what's bothering me so my head doesn't explode. As long as it's going to be before I get a new screen for my phone, I'm probably going to have to give in and write my thoughts down elsewhere. Maybe I'll just do it on my laptop since I can type insanely fast anyway. lol
So, the pills. Again, I'm hoping they're just working themselves out still. They were absolutely not helping with the intrusive thoughts for most of the week. They seem to be getting their shit together again now, thank God. It was getting a bit rough. I was driving myself crazy. Plus, now that I know what it's SUPPOSED to be like, losing control over your thoughts isn't a good feeling.
I also need to stop trying to dissect why people do the things they do and act the way they act. It'll drive a person crazy. I also need to work on letting things go. Perhaps things I shouldn't be letting go, but hey, I'm a pushover and hate confrontation. So I'll just unhealthily shove my irritations to the back burner until they eventually catch on fire and go away.
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